Posted by: King Bee | July 14, 2005

Precious Illusions… more on this later…

You’ll rescue me right? in the exact same way they never did..
I’ll be happy right? when your healing powers kick in

You’ll complete me right? then my life can finally begin
I’ll be worthy right? only when you realize the gem I am?

But this won’t work now the way it once did
And I won’t keep it up even though I would love to
Once I know who I’m not then I’ll know who I am
But I know I won’t keep on playing the victim

These precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was defenseless
And parting with them is like parting with invisible best friends

This ring will me yet as will you knight in shining armor
This pill will help me yet as will these boys gone through like water

But this won’t work as well as the way it once did
Cuz I want to decide between survival and bliss
And though I know who I’m not I still don’t know who I am
But I know I won’t keep on playing the victim

These precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was a kid
And parting with them is like parting with a childhood best friend

I’ve spent so long firmly looking outside me
I’ve spent so much time living in survival mode

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Responses

  1. Is that a song? If it is I would love to hear it, if you could let me know what artist that is I would appreciate it!

    Thanks

    your #1 fan lol jk

  2. i am guessing that is alanis. it’s like she is you sometimes. her lyrics could be written by you they are so eerily on pace with you.

  3. I love alanis’s “Ironic” that is my kareoke jam, my roomate introduced me into it freshman year. She made me really listen to it because it would help me in english! but yeah I am gunna try to find it thanks sizzle jones!! =) much appreciated!!


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